Depersonalization disorder -(DPD) is a dissociative disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization and/or derealization. Diagnostic criteria include persistent or recurrent experiences of feeling detached from one's mental processes or body.[1] The symptoms include a sense of automation, going through the motions of life but not experiencing it, feeling as though one is in a movie, feeling as though one is in a dream, feeling a disconnection from one's body; out-of-body experience, a detachment from one's body, environment and difficulty relating oneself to reality.
According to SCT, depersonalization is the vital process that allows shift in self definition in individuals in order for them to turn into group members.
Derealization disorder (DR) is an alteration in the perception or experience of the external world so that it seems strange or unreal. Other symptoms include feeling as though one's environment is lacking in spontaneity, emotional colouring and depth.[1] It is a dissociative symptom of many conditions, such as psychiatric and neurological disorders, and not a standalone disorder. It is also a transient side effect of acute drug intoxication, sleep deprivation, and stress.[citation needed]
Derealization is a subjective experience of unreality of the outside world, while depersonalization is unreality in one's sense of self. Although most authors currently regard derealization (surroundings) and depersonalization (self) as independent constructs, many do not want to separate derealization from depersonalization.[2] The main reason for this is nosological, because these symptoms often co-occur, but there is another reason of great philosophical importance, namely, that the phenomenological experience of self, others, and world is one continuous whole. Thus, feelings of unreality may blend in and the person may puzzle over deciding whether it is the self or the world that feels unreal to them.
EGO DEATH-
is an experience that reveals the illusory aspect of the ego, sometimes undergone by psychonauts, mystics, shamans, monks, psychologists, and others interested in exploring the depths of the mind.
The practice of ego death as a deliberately sought "mystical experience" in some ways overlaps with, but is nevertheless distinct from, traditional teachings concerning enlightenment/"Nirvana" (in Buddhism) or "Moksha" (in Hinduism and Jainism), which might perhaps be better understood as transcendence of the notion that one even has any actual, non-illusory "ego" with which to experience "death" in the first place.
METHODS OF INDUCING THE EXPERIENCE-
I wouldnt recommend the drug one.lol
Perhaps the most direct means of accomplishing the experience of ego death is through ingestion of psychedelic drugs [1] such as Cannabis, Salvia Divinorum, LSD, psilocybin, mescaline, or DMT.
Many other methods, practices, or experiences may also induce this state, including prayer, sleep deprivation, fasting, meditation practice, or through the use of an isolation tank. Less frequently, it might also come about spontaneously.
There are a variety of schools of thought about the aim, practice, and interpretation of the ego death experience. According to one person, for example (see egodeath.com) it is to be characterized as the perceived loss of boundaries between self and environment, a sense of the loss of "control," the loss of the accustomed feeling of existing as a "personal agent," loose "cognitive-association binding," and even
...a sense of being controlled by frozen block-universe determinism with a single, pre-existing, ever-existing future. Experiencing this model of control and time initially destabilizes self-control power, and amounts to the death of the self that was conceived of as an autonomous control-agent. Self-control stability is restored upon transforming one's mental model to take into account the dependence of personal control on a hidden, separate thought-source, such as Necessity or a divine level that transcends Necessity.[2]
This "perceived loss of boundaries between self and environment" can be experienced through a sensation that one IS the whole universe (and therefore there is no need to differentiate the “I” from the “universe”) or by simply acknowledging the “I” does not exist. Either way, it feels as if new dimensions are perceived, such as a two dimensional being suddenly looking "up".
It should also be noted, within the context of this system, that ego death is not actual death itself, but rather a temporary state of mind which can be stabilized and reverted. This can be done either by thought-source control for any who have achieved the state, as well as by de-intoxication for those who have reached the state using psychedelics.
However, there are at least as many points of view about the nature of ego death as there are mystics, psychonauts, etc. who have had the experience.[citation needed] (Some, for example, may even go so far as to agree with the poet Dylan Thomas who said, "after the first death, there is no other."[3]) It can also be argued that experiencing ego death is not possible because an ego is a functional necessity of experience and hence experience does not occur after ego death.
GRID-WORKERS - The five Bridge Orientations are as follows: Imagination: These are the Architects of Expanded Reality. They feel deeply into WHAT IS, so they can discern the next levels of WHAT COULD BE, or what WANTS TO BE within any context of reality. Modulation: These are Tuners of Planetary Vortices and Chakras. They hold the same function that a "mixer" might serve within a home stereo system--discerning the exact amount of bass tones, mid-tones, and treble tones to include or allow within the various levels of human interact. They usually do this by running them through their own body first. Modulators work in concert with The Guardian Spirit, holding your Planet on course, so that ultimate Oneness and Resonance of Purpose may be sustained. Calibration: These are Connectors and Sustainers of Planetary Resonance. They are also known as Bridge Builders.
They have the power to link anything with anything else. Calibrators are like Cinematographers in the Movie Business, choosing which facets of the Oneself Perceptual Apparatus to join together, so that the Mass Mind can experience Ourself with clarity and joy. Transposition: These are Translators and Conductors of Tones for the Planet. They are like Antennas, bringing in energies from beyond the Veil and down-stepping them for 3D adaptation and application. Practically speaking, Transposers are most effective when they station themselves in the vicinity of Prophets or Teachers in 3D Reality. Since they tend to be somewhat non-verbal, they feel most fulfilled around someone who possesses adequate communication abilities to express and explain what it is they are carrying within their bodies. Conciliation: This is the Christ Self Interface. It is the level of Pure Oneness. It is the embodiment of FORGIVENESS (AT-ONE-MENT) for all Planetary Polarizations. Those who attain this motivation, and move within it, do so for only small periods of time. It is the Core Self that comes through during Phase Shifting Activity, which is ordained to demonstrate the movement between the Human and Divine perspective. The internal cost of having one of the Bridge "Gifts" often involves a substantial loss of a person's ability to separate from things that are unfolding upon the Earth. They all seem to be happening within YOU. One primary benefit of Gridwork is a tremendous expansion of personal authority and influence upon what happens here. Those who do not have this "gift" are disinclined to believe that such power exists. Those who do have it can become impatient with others who do not share their own commitment to the planet, and belief in their ability to affect it.
To be a Gridworker means to personally live out the promise: "ask whatever you will and it shall be given unto you." Unlike many individuals in 3D, Gridworkers know no difference between "personal will" and "God's will." For them, the two motivations are one and the same, so long as the person is properly aligned to his or her spiritual center. Though it is possible for such a being to become imbalanced and "de-centralized," it does not take long for him or her to realize the error and return to that charismatic power for designing planetary events. Most stores employ an individual who walks around with a little machine (usually a computer) and takes note of the facings of merchandise that need to be re-ordered, restocked, or re-arranged to include new products. If this same function could be assigned to a monitor of the Earth's Storehouse, such an individual might be called a Gridmaster. In each of the Orientations listed above, there is an element of Gridmastery. There is little separation, for a Gridmaster, between dreams and the world of physical reality. When someone operates from the purity of one of these "gifts", everything appears as it truly is: An Energetic Formula. You have seen a visualization of this in the movie trilogy which is called "The Matrix." In that setting, physical reality is "coded" as a series of running numbers and symbols. For a stocking manager in a superstore, each piece of merchandise is coded by an order number or "SKU," which has been entered into the main computer, which in turn interfaces with that company's warehouse. Failing to properly enter a "SKU," during an order to the warehouse, will block delivery of merchandise to a superstore in the mall. Even so, a failure to properly utilize focused intent, when petitioning for shifts in planetary function and transformation will make a Gridmaster feel as though he does not know what he is doing. In truth, the problem may simply be that he does not yet understand why the changes are needed, and requires more grounding before he can call in the four directions and complete the order. The "orders" that are submitted by Planetary Gridmasters are TONAL in nature. By this we mean that they connect to the entire body of the individual, not just his head. This is why we have been emphasizing "Living from the Heart" in our previous transmissions to you. Magic is not only meant for "magicians" anymore--it is being placed in the hands of those who live from the simplest motivational base. We are speaking here about children, and certain elders who have learned to identify with life as a playground, rather than a killing field. Those who seek to control the world, without being the world will ultimately be thwarted in their intent. They move from a dualistic perceptual base, which places their "other".........whoever or whatever that person may be........ outside their definition of "self." Since all "motions" in a parliamentary court require a second before being considered, anything that is petitioned from a separationist base will "die" (for lack of a second) before that motion can be enacted (except if said enactment actually benefits the Oneself in some way). Even though the world's energetic circuitry has not yet been totally converted to a heart-centered system for maintaining your reality and ordering changes--there is enough of the new concept in place to retard, and ultimately block the growth of separationist motivations on Earth.
GRIDWORK AS AS LIFESTYLE The admonition to "think globally, but act locally" grows from the Charisma (Spiritual Orientations) which do the Gridwork. On a physical basis, Gridmasters are usually loners, who have enough appropriate connections in or around their physical community to generally resonate with those planetary functions under their charge. Beyond that, their needs or contacts remain minimal. They are simplistic by nature, comfortable with a cot to sleep on, and chair in which they can sit and ponder. They need grounding to run the emotional flow that brings up the planetary interface, but they also need personal time to do the design and ordering that will sustain their personal sector of the Planetary Grid. These masters tend to think in metaphor, if they ponder anything at all. Some have become so adept at toning that the only concepts that linger long in their consciousness are new codes and sequences that must be entered into the design and ordering system. At that point, the whole process may even happen during a sleep state, or during meditation, when the outer world is quiet. There are many who are doing Gridwork at this time. Not all of them do it with joy, which is the primary earmark of a person with this Orientation Gift. As we study more and more of these gifts, we will begin to see in present day what was once very prominent in communities such as Atlantis, Lemuria or Mu. Your society will begin to organize itself around clusters of individuals who live their lives from a similar motivation. There may even be a color-coding in dress or the wearing of some kind of insignia, which denotes a person's charisma or primary interests in life. In this way, strangers needing help in that area can spot them in society, and call upon their services with greater ease and confidence. There is a vast difference between being a "professional" and being a "charismatic" in a certain field. The former status gives you money (and sometimes, more than a few headaches). The latter brings you joy, by its very definition, and turns everything you touch into gold. It is becoming more and more necessary for individuals in society to get "down and dirty" with themselves about who they are, and what they want. This process would be greatly assisted if said society would make it less threatening (and costly) for a person to openly admit: "I don't like what I'm doing anymore. I need to do this instead." Human values must be shifted, hopefully without a global catastrophe to hurry things along. In future transmissions, we will expand upon these gifts, as well as expound upon ways to enhance personal passion in life, so that the vibratory essence of your planet can reap the rewards of having each man, woman, and child reconnecting with his or her sacred core! Gridmasters all over the world are intending heavily in just the directions we have outlined for you here. Perhaps you are one of them!
Third wave of Indigo volunteers
Indigo 3
These are the Polarity Integrators. These groups of Indigos have a very challenging task indeed. We need to honor these beloved ones with the gift they bring humanity. Indigo 3’s are soul essences that are assisting in the evolution of the less evolved, often aggressive, soul with whom they may share within the same body. They are incarnating in this way to heal the vast levels of distortion between a genetically enhanced soul and a less evolved soul. This way as they integrate these two extreme soul aspects within the same bio-energy field, they are creating the unification of these two poles that allow a template for polarity integration. This template, when created in this realm, can then more easily heal and unify the love and fear polarities. This is a way to fully integrate the levels of mental-emotional polarity humans have experienced for many time cycles. Over time, these levels of imbalance created huge amounts of karmic patterning held within the bodies of all humans, including the planetary body.
Also, these Indigo level soul contracts were needed as the human lineage has experienced great levels of pain and fear resulting from the original “separation” imprint from source. This pain and fear over many evolutionary cycles created distortion in the cellular memory of the planet and within all of the collective consciousness. Additionally there has been genetic manipulation or hybridization that has created damage to the Divine Human’s 12 Strand DNA blueprint within certain soul groups. As we journey back into the light in this Ascension Cycle, this soul purpose helps assist the planet in dissolving the fear and its related distortions into the higher vibrations of love.
In some Indigo 3’s, the huge chasm between the two soul essences sharing the same body sometimes disrupts the natural balance of the bio-energy field. These two or more soul essences may create a conflict within the DNA instruction template that disrupts or limits certain physical functioning. This then can manifest in the physical body as imbalances in the neurotransmitters of the brain and the endocrine system. The endocrine system is our glandular system which is responsible for secreting hormones into our blood stream to normalize certain bodily functions. Everything within the body’s system of metabolic regulation is due to hormonal production from our glandular system.
These hormonal or chemical disruptions in the body can create intermittent or chronic extremes of mental and/or emotional detachment from the 3D reality. In the more severe cases of this chemical disruption, impairments of the brain and other physical neurological functions become evident. In recent years, we have seen a huge acceleration of cases of childhood Autism, ADD and other learning or behavioral disorders. These soul groups are largely Indigo 3’s.
SECOND WAVE OF VOLUNTEERS-
The generators and antennas..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyAYLFLd93o&feature=related
-many thanks to Wikipedia and a member on Lightworkers forum for this information. oh and too to Dolores Cannon for being a strong channel in these times.
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